Steve, Eddie, & the Fear of Loss

Jun. 21st, 2023 07:19 am
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a close up picture of Steves face immediately after Nancy calls their relationship bullshit there is a filter on the picture that makes it look like a washed out water stained photograph and the text on the picture reads i knew what love was supposed to be obsession with undertones of nausea.
a photo of Steve sitting on the bus as they wait for the demogorgans looking pensive as he flicks his lighter on and off there is a filter on the picture that makes it look like a creased photograph and the text on the picture reads love isn't soft like those poets say love has teeth which bite and the wound never closes.
a close up picture of someones hand being held behind their back as they clutch a knife in their fist and the text reads how do you love like a fist like a knife.
a close up picture of Steves face as he leans his head back against the wall of the shed and Eddie holds the broken bottle against his throat.
a picture of a dark forest with a sunset filter rising from the bottom and fading out half way up and the text on the picture reads look at me walking down a road in summer thinking about the transience of summer.
a picture of Steve looking serious in his yellow sweater while they are in the woods and he is listening to Eddie talk about lord of the rings the sunset filter from the previous picture melts down from the top and fades out quickly.
a picture of a forest at night and a bright lightning strike directly in the middle of the picture and the text on the picture reads even while i am right at the heart of it i just cannot get to the heart of it.
a close up of Steve tilting his head as he stares seriously at Eddie in the upside down while Eddie is talking about true love.
a picture of a sunny graveyard and a ring of dim light in the middle of the picture in the middle of the ring the text reads i am afraid i will love you forever and we will never be in the same room again.
a picture of Eddie tilting his head and grinning at Steve while they are in Maxes trailer and Steve is staring back at Eddie looking confused there is a filter on the photo that makes it look like a creased photograph.
a picture of Eddie looking over his shoulder and grinning at Steve while they are in the camper there is a filter on the photo that leaves refracted rainbow light on their faces and the text reads i do not care i love you anyhow it is too late to turn you out of my heart part of you lives here.
a picture of Eddie crouching in the forest with his hands on his knees and he is giving a close mouthed smile to someone out of frame.
a picture of Eddie in the upside down with messy hair looking incredibly serious as he stares at Steve after throwing his vest at him.
a picture of the creel house in the upside down lit by red lighting and the text reads when does a war end when can i say your name and have it mean only your name and not what you left behind.
a picture of Eddie in the upside down as they are about to go into the final battle and he is looking seriously at Steve right after he has said make him pay.
a picture of Steve in the upside down directly after Eddie has said make him pay and he looks upset and serious.
a browned photo with a burning yellow sun in the top right corner and bats flying through the air and the text reads Leo: I will haunt you. Catherine through tears: promise it.
Eddie in the upside down half turned to look behind him as he looks at the bats and makes the decision to turn and fight.
a grey background with curling black smoke on it and the text reads ask again later i miss you so much it feels gross it feels wet it feels nauseating i want to rip out my heart and shake it like a magic eight ball is this okay is this okay is this okay or does it make me weak.
Steve sitting outside as they prepare molotov cocktails and he is looking down at his lap looking pensive and worried.
a grey background with refracted rainbow light on it and the text reads i defy the stars i defy heaven and hell the laws of the universe say that the man i love is lost to me i say watch me save him.
a picture of steve as they stand outside the creel house in the upside down after they have fought vecna and he is looking out into the distance looking determined and angry as he holds his axe.

Cat’s Eye, Margaret Atwood / The Body, Stephen King / The Good Fight, Ada Limón / Summer, Ali Smith / In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive, Clementine von Radics / A Self-portrait in Letters, Anne Sexton / A Letter to My Mother That She Will Never Read, Ocean Vuong / Leo Voronsky to Catherine II, The Great / Ask Again Later, Trista Mateer / He saved me first, you know, c.k

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